Transformation
you arrive, arrive
at the abyss of a dream
soon transformed
into a nightmare
paralyzed
you're bombarded with the force
of a cosmic explosion
reducing you
to meaningless fragments
your essence
annihilated
your arm is no longer your arm
your hands have ceased to be
your hands
you are sinking
into the whirlpool
of a world that you don't understand
you step on the
humid earth
but you don't feel
the earth
nor its humidity
you move
or you think you're moving
but you don't arrive
anywhere
all order lost
in a tomb of desynchronization
and through it
all
you see everything
all the pain, disorder and misery
invading the very last cell
of your body
you resist
and you arrive
trapped and suffocating
in the entrails
of loneliness and desperation
you spill and deplete
all the water
from the lake of tears
you curse
Why me?
you blame yourself
then you blame the entire world
justice is an illusion
it has never landed
on this planet
and so you scream
and you roar
but all in vain
you lose, lose
your voice
the universe
vanishes
all of a sudden
you hear
a familiar sound
a laughter
a melody
from when you were ten
the collision of leaves
swaying in the wind
the hypnotic waves
of the endless sea
gradually your
nightmare
turns into a dream
and you awake
with an unexpected hope
you feel the humidity
of the earth
the dew on your cheek
shaken down from the honeysuckle
by the morning wind
you have moved
you take a step
you walk
you breathe
and feel
again